Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Alexandra Grant

I did not take these photo's, they do not belong to me. If you are the photographer, let me know so I can properly credit your work, thanks.

Alexandra Grant uses words, text, and language as the key ingredients for her creations. Her work is conceptual and complex much like our minds.
I am fascinated with the way she maps out words like a web that interlinks and creates a sense of imagery through language. I can totally relate to the process as I'm sure many of us can. She captures the complexity of the mind in a conceptual way and although I find it difficult to explain, I understand it. It speaks to me and I appreciate her amazing sense of openness. I hope to get to see her work someday, I really enjoyed her lecture, and she totally inspired me.

I've always looked to the 5 senses as an inspiration, and I absolutely love The Bodies series.


Alexandra Grant Fourth Portal (tongue), 2008 mixed media on paper, 117 1/4x 80 inches


Sixth Portal (nose), 2008 mixed media on paper, 117 1/4x 80 inches

Fifth Portal (body), 2008, mixed media on paper, 115 7/8x 80 inches

Monday, October 3, 2011

I am forever growing

We can never stay the same. As I experience the universe, I am constantly changing into the many endless versions of me. I love to learn about myself through others and catch myself in the process of self discovery. As words spill out of my mouth I hear the truth that perhaps had been buried or forgotten, but is brought to surface by friendly conversation.

Anyway, I've been caught up in school, but not necessary caught up with assigned readings and all that stuff we tend to cram 2 weeks before midterms. I decided to take a break and go on a back packing adventure for the first time. It was cold, wet, windy, painful, but I felt alive. I loved gazing at the sea of stars, sleeping on the ground, and hearing the earth breath.

I've camped before, but nothing like this...I want more, MORE!

Friday, September 9, 2011

The B-Word Project

Banned, Blacklisted and Boycotted: Censorship and the Response to It (The B-Word Project) is an 18-month campus-wide initiative, running from September 2011 through December 2012, at California State University, Long Beach.

My art survey class just got more exciting! We are going to have speakers come once a week and feed our minds gold.


Dr. Kevin Johnson lectured us on the role of censorship in America and the involvement of politics in art. The 1stAmendment is supposed to protect our freedom of speech, religion, press, assemble, and petition but there are boundaries as to how much an artist can expose to the public. Artist express whatever is important to them, but sometimes it is controversial and the moral majority does not approve. This becomes an issue especially for live broadcasters, museums, gallery owners and companies who may get fined by the Federal Communications Commision if these artists "cross the line." Indecent speech and obscenity are determined by community standards. Depending on how the public reacts, things will be censored.

He stated “Where there is controversy, there is censorship.” This is true, as artists are always “pushing the envelope.” Art has to have context so we can understand where it is coming from. People will look at a work and dismiss it as obscene because of cultural diversity, lack of information, or just plan ignorance. Society would rather be blind and lied to instead of becoming educated in diverse issues. Where there is controversy, there is conversation and isn't that the purpose of art?

There was a panel discussion on the commercial side of art. Gallery owners can deny art if they feel it does not meet the community standards. Artist can express themselves through any medium, but that does not mean they can expose it to the public eye. Michele Roberge mentioned, when she books events at CSULB she thinks about what will sell and what is acceptable at the moment. We are narrowing down and reducing endless possibilities in order to meet community standards. Art is about stirring up a conversation, opening our minds, and looking at different perspectives. Because somethings makes us uncomfortable, should we censor it?

Our rights are not necessarily set in stone. They have changed many times, but surprisingly rarely for the better. The government censors what, when, where, and who they can expose their art to. It is also up to society to determine what is acceptable because their reactions will determine how censorship will play out. We need to be aware of our 1st Amendment rights and protect them.

Friday, September 2, 2011



I am madly in love with fire. From the moment we lit under the brilliant stars, I knew sparks would fly. We were meant to be! Like a fire bird I am free to flow as I please to my own beat.

Friday, August 19, 2011

catching some air

We've all had dreams of falling, but before we hit the ground, we usually wake up. Today I had one of those dreams again, only this time I didn't wake up. My mom was driving on the freeway. She makes me nervous anytime she goes up on the ramp. I don't know why I feel tense when she's behind the wheel. She has never truly liked driving on the freeway. Anyway, she's talking to me about who knows what and the road suddenly curves into a square. My mom was distracted by the conversation and I saw the whole thing happen. My mom didn't turn into the curb, we went straight off the edge...the car hit the freeway rail guards, splitting them open as the car flew into the air in slow motion like the matrix. I felt the weight of the car toss me around like a rag doll as the seat belt choked my body. I closed my eyes tight for a split second and thought to myself...this is how I am going to die? No fucking way this is how I die! This isn't real. I felt helpless, scared, and I wasn't ok with dying right then and there either. At this point I should have awaken, but I didn't. I didn't even realize I was dreaming. I grabbed my moms hand and some how I managed to slip us out from the window as the car flew downward. We were now falling together, holding on and at that moment I felt like I cheated death. I felt incredible as the ground was sneaking up on our feet. BOOM! we land safely on the pavement. I felt weightless. It was a rush, but I was overwhelmed with having to have survived and I felt lucky.

I love talking to my sister about lucid dreaming. Its about waking up, realizing that you are dreaming and exploring the endless possibilities and feeling of utter freedom.

My whole life I've constantly experienced paralysis. What I didn't realize when I was a kid was... its the best time to lucid dream.

Sex while lucid dreaming is fucking amazing and orgasms are heavenly. I love exploring the mind in many levels as much as I can. I will continue to develop and push the boundaries.

dream within a dream.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Bloom


We live in our own little bubble, yet we welcome everyone with open arms.

We stay connected to the universe, and we don't allow ourselves to miss out.

The good always out ways the bad.
Compromise, work, and passion is essential.
We learn from each other and nurture our love.

There is We and also I.
I allow myself to learn about ME, what I want as an individual and
as self fish as it may sound, I love me too.
Remember not to lose yourself in the love bubble.











Thursday, August 11, 2011

Dear Stranger,
Don't be jealous, it is a complete turnoff and self-fish.
Allow those around you to feel, laugh, indulge in happiness.
It feels good to give, not just receive.

Sincerely,

Jamie